A yummy healthy lunch (: veggie chicken soup.
-brand new- mix tape
-boys Like girls- great escape
-rise against- prayer of the refugee
-downtown fiction- I just wanna run
-brand new- jesus
-the used- the bird and worm
-blink 182- Adams song
-red jumpsuit apparatus- face down
-brand new- failure by design
-the used- blue and yellow
-everlast- what it’s like
-brand new- sudden death in carolina
-all american rejects- swing swing
-Joshua radin- everythingll be alright
-dashboard confessional- remember to breathe
I haven’t skipped a single song (: pandora knows the depths of my soul.
My hubby’s eyes get a little crazy when he’s angry.
My husband just made me cry. :’) I couldnt ask for anything more because I know he truly loves me for all that I am. <3 he’s amazing.
No, seriously… I have the most amazing hubby in the world. I had my ovary removed Thursday and he has sat by my side catering to my every need the entire time. Helping me up and down constantly, getting me food and drinks and special ice, taking me out for smokes, and sitting with and holding me 24-7. He even dealt with me on anesthesia.. Which is nothing short of a terrible two year old leaving the dentist in a constant whiny rage. So thank you baby. I truly appreciate everything you’ve done to take care of me. I love you so much my panda bear.
The 2nd tattoo my husband did for me last night. In memory of the balloon service we did for the child we lost <3
My new tattoo (: done by my amazing hubby. “camryn” the name of our unborn baby who passed October 12th, 2012. You’ll never be forgotten baby.
The fact that you can trust no one or rely on no one.. the fact that tmrw is never promised, for you or for anyone else.. it all makes you realize that in the end, you’re on your own. and that, above anything else, is the hardest thing to accept.
We as humans spend our days searching for a sense of belonging, togetherness. we strive to find a place to fit in. We spend our lives building relationship and surrounding ourselves with those in which we share a positive connection whilst seperating ourselves from those who bring us down. We long to feel love and acceptance, so we flood our lives with people who take away those feelings of loneliness. Yet at the end of the day, that’s all we’re guaranteed.
We came into this world on our own, and likewise, we shall leave — ALONE.